POEM : HILANG

Hari ini aku merasakan jauh

jauh dari kota hatinya,

kian sepi dari rasa yang pernah

menghiasi jalan² kehidupan aku dan dia,

yang kian jauh meninggalkan cerita² indah

dari sebuah rasa yang terlahir

ikhlas dari hati....

Terlontar jauh aku dari

ruang² bahagia yg pernah menjadi tempat kuberadu...

Terlantar pilu aku dipelamin duka

hanya bertemankan titisan luka

dari mata yg pernah melihat kasih dan sayang seorang insan

berjanji membahagiakan ku

dengan kelebihan dan kekuranganku....

kemana hilangnya masa depanku?

kemana hilangnya penawar lukaku?

kenapa kasih, kau mungkir bahagia?

kenapa kasih, kau biar tangisan menghiasi hari²ku?

Kuhimpunkan kekuatan melewati hari² suram ini

menadah tangan memohon ketenangan

moga diberi kekuatan tanpa dirimu...

dan disetiap sujudku memohon keredhaan hati

melepaskan rasa yang kian pupus

dari hati dan jiwamu

dan merelakan perginya sebuah cinta...

POEM : SURAT BUAT KEKASIH

Yang,

malam ini kurenungi kembali erti dirimu dalam hidupku

bukan untuk meragukan cintamu padaku

bukan pula mencari hina dalam dirimu

apa yg telah kau berikan padaku,

tiada ternilai

kau telah mengingatkan aku tentang erti kehidupan

entah apa yg mesti kukatakan

untuk sekadar mengungkapkan rasa syukurku pada-Nya

Yang,

begitu besar anugerah yang telah Dia berikan padaku melalui dirimu

nanti kalau Tuhan mengizinkan kita hidup bersama

tiada kan mati cintaku padamu
kau yg diciptakan oleh-Nya

dengan segala keindahan yg kau miliki

ingin selalu kupuja

Yang,

jadilah milikku selamanya

dan akupun jadi milikmu selamanya

dengan segala puji bagi Tuhan

kukatakan padamu“aku sangat mencintaimu”

dengan segala kekurangan dan kelebihanmu

kerana hanya itu yang AKU MAU

What You Have Done

Baby, why can't you see

what you have done to me,
The hurt you have put me through?
The pain in my heart and the tears from my eyes,
I cry so many nights and wonder with all my might...
What happened between us,
The caring and the sharing of our feelings and thoughts?
You, my love, are what I want.
You are what I need.
I would go on, but am afraid of getting lost.
To my love with all my heart and soul...
The love you have taken can't be replaced,
But another can come close.

I Hate You

If I have to say it everyday, I will!
To convince myself I no longer love you.
Still, I cannot forget...
The evil of your spoken words.

I hate you for all you are!
I hate you for ripping my heart apart!
I hate you for all your spoken lies!
I hate you for not wanting 'us' to be!

The pains of the past are where you shall stay.
A blocked memory, you'll be.
I convince myself, no longer that I love you still.
It brings to much misery.

I hate you for not caring,
I hate you for pushing me away,
I hate you for wasting my feelings,
I hate you!

I let you into my life.
I told you things I'd tell no one else.
I trusted you,
I believed you,
Worst of all... I loved you!

NO longer shall you have my heart,
I don't cry out for you at night anymore.
You deceived me,
You betrayed me...
And everything I stand for.

All I can do is hate you now.
That's the only way I won't love you.
If I have to say it everyday I will!
but so far
...it's not working.

To My First Love

You are the blood
that runs through my veins,
my doctor and medicine
that takes away my pain.

I love you more than life
and I know I always will,
I just can't let you go,
I need you still.

My life would be worthless
if it was not spent with you,
and I would give it to you proudly
to show you my love is true.

I told you I still love you
but that doesn't prove enough,
it takes actions, I know,
and I can't wait to do that stuff.

You are my first,
I will love you forever more,
no matter what happens,
you I will always adore

My Heart Is Fragile

My heart is fragile
My heart can break
I don't give it away much
I'd hate to make a mistake
I gave it away only once
To a love I thought was true But now I know the truth
I should have given it to you
If I could take it back
From the one who wasn't true
I’d give it to the right one
I’d give it all to you
If I could have just one last chance
I would do the right thing
I would let you have my heart
To cherish every day
I finally know who the right one is
He's been there the whole time
I might have been confused
But now I know it's you
I’ll keep my heart down deep inside
It will be waiting for you
And trust me,
It won't hide
I will be waiting
And my heart will be waiting too
So, please, take me back
My heart still belongs to you